Sad Songs for Dirty Lovers
I let these sorts of spaces lapse. More than lapse, I let them die. I regret nothing about those decisions; we'd a life to start together—and each of these spaces was a messy business of the uneven before. ******* Sad Songs for Dirty Lovers playing as we write, the pup chewing angstily at our feet—a mix of rain and snow and sleet and gray outside. November weather , I think, even if only the end of September. I write for a living now. So mostly does she. It doesn't feel real, even as it isn't even the beginning of what either of us ever could have imagined. I've never seen a Hollywood writer do so much sitting, so much Googling, so much rewriting. If there's glory, it's in the monotony. I know better, but still: Two steps forward, two steps back. It's a tango on the best days, a junior high slow dance on others. I'm happy, mostly. It still doesn't feel real as often as not. We're in Spokane for the moment, a fleeting stop